今天听到一则消息，令我感到晴天霹雳！一只以来以为的朋友，原来只是我自作多情！从没想过我在别人眼中是个自私自利的人！一直以来，为了拥有这位朋友，每次在她有问题时都尽力帮她，想出去玩时，也会找她，但不知原来在她心中，我还是一文不值的人！
如果成为好学生，就需要什么都会，那我宁愿自己只是个普通到不能的人！没想到当我告诉她我不会，不知道时，她是认为我是个不愿与他人分享我的知识的人！不会，不知道，就是不会，不知道，难道不会要说会，不知道要说知道吗？为什么人就是如此的幼稚呢？别人不会，就以为别人不要教导你，真是可笑的行为！
当她是朋友，所以找她出去，却不知原来在她心中，我只是个只会找她出去玩的人，在她面对问题时，我却袖手旁观！如果我真的是位袖手旁观的人，我就不会向她分析是她不会的theory，不明白的地方！
到底谁比较自私呢？一两次得不会，就把之前的是给忘了！不知该高兴吗？原来在别人的眼中，我应该是么都要会的！不应该不会的！可笑！爸妈从来就没要求我一定要样样都会！为何在别人眼里，我的不会，是自私的呢？
朋友真的是如此的吗？到底是谁无法和谁成为朋友呢？到底是谁的人格有问题呢？脾气不好的我，从来就不敢在大家跟前发脾气，每次把不开心的心情压延在心中，还是无法得到大家的友情！到底是我的问题，还是你们的问题呢？
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Thesis
What is the thesis?
How to write the good thesis?
What the contents that I need to include into my thesis?
The questions stated above can used to express my feeling now!
The time is passing faster,
and it will not wait for everyone,
but how the normal human can chase the time's steps?
so hard to chase!
The presentation for the finay year project is coming within the short time,
but anything also not done yet!
Thesis, not completed!
Presentation slides, not starting yet!
The system, still in the unstable state!
How I can have the final year project presentation?
What I can present to the elevaluater?
Never expect that I will do all of my things in the last minute!
Although this is the style for me while have the exam!
But for the final year project,
I had started very very eary,
thought that I can finish all the things before the presentation,
but why all the things run aways from my expectation?
Never expect that my system will fail!
Never expect that I can't come out the full thesis!
Never expect that I don't know how to do the presentation slides!
Never expect that I run away from all my schedule!
How to write the good thesis?
What the contents that I need to include into my thesis?
The questions stated above can used to express my feeling now!
The time is passing faster,
and it will not wait for everyone,
but how the normal human can chase the time's steps?
so hard to chase!
The presentation for the finay year project is coming within the short time,
but anything also not done yet!
Thesis, not completed!
Presentation slides, not starting yet!
The system, still in the unstable state!
How I can have the final year project presentation?
What I can present to the elevaluater?
Never expect that I will do all of my things in the last minute!
Although this is the style for me while have the exam!
But for the final year project,
I had started very very eary,
thought that I can finish all the things before the presentation,
but why all the things run aways from my expectation?
Never expect that my system will fail!
Never expect that I can't come out the full thesis!
Never expect that I don't know how to do the presentation slides!
Never expect that I run away from all my schedule!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Time
What is the time?
The time can pass very fast, also can pass very slow!
When nothing to do at that day, the time is very slow!
When has many things to do, then the time will be very fast!
Sometimes feel that 24 hours is not enough to use,
but sometimes 24 hours is think that equal as 1 year!
Prefer the time is balancing!
Has thing to do, but also has the time to rest!
Dislike do nothing whole day,
also dislike keep doing the thing whole thing!
Do not know either I greedy or not?
But I really feel that my time arrangement so worse!
Sometimes can do the thing until no time to sleep!
Sometimes can has many many time to waste!
What that I actually want?
Free time or rushing time?
So confuse!
Who can help me?
The time can pass very fast, also can pass very slow!
When nothing to do at that day, the time is very slow!
When has many things to do, then the time will be very fast!
Sometimes feel that 24 hours is not enough to use,
but sometimes 24 hours is think that equal as 1 year!
Prefer the time is balancing!
Has thing to do, but also has the time to rest!
Dislike do nothing whole day,
also dislike keep doing the thing whole thing!
Do not know either I greedy or not?
But I really feel that my time arrangement so worse!
Sometimes can do the thing until no time to sleep!
Sometimes can has many many time to waste!
What that I actually want?
Free time or rushing time?
So confuse!
Who can help me?
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